​I hate how much

I miss you.

I hate wondering if

You’re alright. 

I hate not hearing from you

And wanting to talk to you.

I hate how I wish I could

Spend every hour talking

To you about random things

So I could laugh at everything. 

I hate not knowing 

If I’m on your mind as well.

I hate checking my inbox

Without seeing a message from you.

I hate how I smile when I

Remember everything and when I

Re-read our old conversations

And most of all,

I hate not being able to

Tell you how much I 

Miss you.

– Okoto Enigma 

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  1. You know I thought I’d feel this way for a little while after breaking up with my soul sister. But I don’t. Maybe I was just too eager to move on, I don’t know. But I understand why I should feel like this. You’re a great writer, you always express yourself so well! I want to be as good as you 🙂

  2. I don’t know you but this poem is exactly what im thinking and going through right now oh my goodness it is so true. I could even add to it. It feels like i wrote it myself even though I didn’t.

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